4 days to go before going home to michelle.

it was a good day at work for me even though i did not excel - there were quite a few people ready to pounce and draw blood from wherever they could get it. the stress is getting to everyone and today, i somehow managed to not let it gnaw at my gut. what was good for me today was the fact that i was able to implement my intentions at work - to be in control of the process and to not just keep my head above water, but to keep moving in what i think to be the right direction. i created my list, assessed it and executed it. i'll take the flak if they want to take potshots at the easiest scapegoat when the going gets tough, knowing that i'm gaining so much for the opportunity.

need some rest now. more updates when i get some sleep.