picking through the cacophony

intermittent rants and some keepers

Sunday, March 19, 2006

first movie in a long while yesterday - syriana, it was.

came out of it not being able to say it was a super movie but could not say i was not wowed by it. three-quarters through the film, i was actually slightly uncomfortable to be sitting through what felt like being given a lecture. did i fork out £9 to sit through a general knowledge class that bordered on an admonishment on america's wrongdoing (again). surely clooney and all the hacks giving expose after expose of america's and the current administration's wrongdoings realise that anymore of this and blase sets in. it was not like the people who could make a difference was sitting somewhere watching this and surely, it wasn't a message that everyone could heed and so, make a difference, e.g. recycling, the world is dying, etc.

we keep reading about it but no one seems to have any solutions.

we keep finding out deeper and darker revelations about the crimes of big corporations and goverments, of disguised exploitation of the masses for the tremendous gains of the (new) ruling classes. but what are the options? that is the question for another entry, i guess.

however, by the end of the film, i wanted to sit down for hours talking about it. i wanted to think again about each character, what their actions meant, what purpose each of the supporting roles were included to serve. i wanted to discuss the film and the situations the characters found themselves in, the different shades that coloured each of them, the way the next sequence seemed to not have a bearing on the previous but slowly showed to reveal other facets of each character, the way each action by each character gave each situation a different interpretation and thus, painted each situation into a more gripping and biting reality.

then to muse about how such a structure for a movie, although not new, was so powerful for this film. to me, it married an idea with a tool/technique so apt that it created a dialogue between technique and idea, between tool and narrative, binding it and giving it life - a life that transcends either realm to make it more than film-making, more than a film and more than a message.

yes, but is it art? to marry idea and technique to give an idea form and an articulation gives it resonance - a deep structure and not just a proliferating one. it should be art, if it's not.

alas, it was not to be - it was saturday evening and coffee shops close early in london. the shutters came down after half an hour at the shop as london prepared itself for the parties and the glittering tops. how does one find another interested to mull over such topics when the bright lights beckons.

have to find my own art now.

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

i have never read any of gabriel garcia marquez's books.
so i can't count myself as a fan.
but i am always strangely attracted to his books.
many times, i held one of his books and headed to the cash register.
but i always stopped myself knowing that this was one of those times when i would be trying to purchase an experience. it was a feeling of wanting to be part of the group of literary aficionados who appreciate work of much critical acclaim.
i always stopped short, knowing that it's going to have the feel of an anita desai or an arundathi roy - excellent but overly vivid (beautiful but not sure i want to 'feel'/'experience' again) depiction of the sweltering life that is india.

but i think more than anything, it is that amalgam of names that attracts me.
it could be the profusion of 'a's in the sequence, or the association with that most visible of the angels, or the latin sleekness that is andy garcia. whatever it is, i can safely say that gabriel, garcia and marquez are all cool names but not more so than in that combination.

realising this while cheering barca on as they showed ch--s-- what football was all about was all the more satisfying as i like to think that in the best moments of football, it becomes such a symphony of action and thought, it becomes a thing of beauty - and that in the presence of such synchronicity and of expressions of such creativity - i do my best thinking. this time, i only found resonance - more lateral than deep - but make this link, i did.

so this goes on record.

i ramble.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

didn't win the lottery again.
maybe it's got something to do with not collecting the winnings from my hongkong lottery win.
it's hk$20 or something but still, i might have upset the cosmic revolutions of lady luck's bigmoneybigmoney! spinning wheel.

i have yet to claim my 15mins of spotlight for any sort of achievement but i appeared in the national paper, albeit in the CAREER supplement, without much aplomb. it was nothing like the a-phone-call-a-minute, 50-new-messages-in-my-inbox kind of reaction that i had imagined. instead, only my dad scanned the article itself (without any date or paper name header!) and emailed it to me, with a sad little beep on my mobile with a text from my ma telling me so!

the english colleagues who read it found it funny and couldn't make sense of some the quotes. some even found my opinion as quoted, strange!

so that's that. about sums up my life at this point.

no money, no fame.

time to get back to the drawing board i suppose.